Blow

Smoking and diabetes

Thierry (22) has had type I diabetes since he was five years old. He is convinced he can be cured of it. I explain the story of the meaning of diabetes: dia means separated and betes means house. Separated from home. Diabetes has a female and a male conflict.

Fear-walking conflict

The female conflict is fear-walking. I ask Thierry what disgusts him and what fears he has. Thierry is disgusted with politics. He is also disgusted with people who do not see and acknowledge him in what he does. He is disgusted with having to rush and rejection, with having to and especially with how the world works.

Blow

From the age of 12, Thierry has been smoking pot. When asked what happened when he was 12, he says he was involved in with incident. His friend had thought of it and they executed it together. For this, they were arrested by the police. Thierry was honest about how things had gone. His friend who had thought of everything was dishonest and did not tell how things were. At this, Thierry balked. Because he now had to do community service at school and his parents were angry. From this incident on, Thierry has been blowing daily. What does Thierry experience while blowing? That the world is his, he has control over it. He then experiences a valley where it is peaceful, many beautiful women, animals and harmony.

Resistance Conflict

We continue with the explanation of diabetes: male conflict is resistance. Thierry senses resistance at the institution of police. He feels that the police are against him and always win, Thierry feels powerlessness in this, anger, no control. The police can exert control over Thierry and this is very scary.

Grandpa in the Resistance

Suddenly, Thierry makes a connection to his grandfather, who was in the Resistance. This is kept quiet in the family. He feels and understands that this has to do with his own story. This touches him and also gives him peace.

Between two worlds

Thierry describes being caught between two worlds (slide of diameter, which cuts a circle in half), preventing him from making a decision. Daily blowing also separates the real world from the world Thierry creates.

Smoking and diabetes

Blowing upsets the hormone system and his blood sugar gets out of balance. That’s why Thierry starts eating sugar while blowing. Interesting: he knows he can cure diabetes (this is his own belief) and yet blowing gives the opposite result of what he wants. Here he was in between: he felt resistance, but he was powerless to reverse it. His question with his own answers give him understanding, peace and confidence that he is creating his own life.

Tip: make your own life paradise

Fill in what your daily paradise looks like yourself and start with your home, your family. The only one who can create paradise is yourself. HeartConnection’s wisdom, explanation and understanding will give you confidence in this!

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