Anorexia, Bulimia, Eating disorder

Mother-Soul-Only

When I was just fifteen years old, my father died. I knew it would happen, but was powerless to prevent it. At that age, I felt responsible. The years that followed were accompanied by anxiety and guilt. Guilt is a great destructive energy in the body. I gained considerable weight. Later, thanks to the HeartConnection Training, I understood that these pounds stemmed from my Mother-Soul-Alone conflict. I was retaining moisture in order to stay alive longer, like a fish on dry land. There was nothing wrong with me. These pounds made sense to keep me alive biologically. Click here for explanation Mother-Soul-Alone.

Biological reaction

From my mother’s concern “to be fully accepted in society,” it was important to her that I lose weight. In the evening after dinner, I threw the food out. This was happening more and more often. And yes, I had lost a little weight. My mother was proud. This led to bulimia. If I snacked on something, I threw it out again. My life was defined by binge eating and loneliness, denial and sneaky behavior. I always had to take into account the possibility of throwing out food, so when I moved into rooms I couldn’t live with other fellow students. In the end, this eating disorder lasted sixteen years. After I turned 20, it became a sport to eat as little as possible. Periods of anorexia and boulima alternated. I continued to live my Mother-Soul-Only conflict. Learn all about eating disorders, anorexia and bulimia during our Training.

Later as an adult, I understood my mother. She was concerned. My mother was afraid that I would be disowned by the pack, the tribe, because I did not conform to the outward norms and values. From biology, being disowned by your tribe means being left alone. As a result, you have less or no chance of surviving in nature. In other words, from her biological brain, my mother had a fear that I would then die.

What does your eating disorder have to say to you?

Eating disorders come from somewhere. The first step is recognizing that you have an eating disorder and/or addiction. The second step is to start doing something with it. It has something to say to you. During the HeartConnection Training you will explore your story, along with your biology, programming and subconscious you will begin to understand your own behavior. When you realize where these conflict intrusions come from, you can connect-melt-let go with them.

DNA legacy

The cause of each anorexia, bulimia and eating disorder is unique. Personal background, family situation and genes can all play a role together. In my family, anorexia and other eating disorders are common. History repeats itself over and over again. Through HeartConnection you learn: there is nothing wrong with me, this eating disorder is telling me a story.

What does your Life Blueprint tell you?

This story often has its basis in your Life Blueprint: the nine-month period before conception, pregnancy, birth and the first 12 months of your life.

• Did a loved one of your parents die during this period?
• Did your mother experience postpartum depression?
• Was there any hospitalization of you and/or your mother?
• Have you been breastfeeding?
• How did your mother feel during this period of breastfeeding?
• Did any trauma happen in your pregnancy?
• Were you born by cesarean section?
• Were there other complications at birth?

This may all have to do with later eating disorders. You will explore these aspects during Training HeartConnection. For example, as a baby, you need mother’s breast for feeding. At the same time, feeding gives a sense of safety, security, being welcome. Moreover, because of the suction and mechanism in your throat and palate, your body recovers from birth. Bones within the skull come into place. How wonderfully beautiful nature is. With a C-section, complications in childbirth and bottle feeding, the process is different. But don’t worry: love is the most important medicine of all.

Conflict breakdowns and eating disorders

Conflict impacts that can lead to an eating disorder are visible on CT scans.

In anorexia, the biological impacts of:

• territory annoyance with
• terror or
• loss anxiety or
• identity or
• within territory marking

In bulimia, the impact of territorial anxiety along with fear-walking conflict is apparent.

Knowledge of these CT scans and conflict insertions you will receive during Training HeartConnection.

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