Recurring Dream Tells Judith’s Family Story – Blog 8

“I want to travel to America, I have to fill out a form and I can’t do it. I can’t print it either. Problems with paper and proof to travel. I have to do it, but I can’t and I can’t to check in”. Each time she is not in time to travel.

Why did Judith dream this dream?

“Yesterday I walked my own timeline together with Paul. We both fled from our country of origin. We discussed interpretation of dreams during our training day. We also talked about America, all this works through the subconscious. Oh and I have also always stress with time.”

Family Story

Judith starts telling about her family, more and more stories come up through her subconscious. Her Jewish ancestors were born in Amsterdam, they started a new life in America. They build a new successful life. After 1918 (stock market crash) they move to Germany and they build a successful life in Germany again. In 1933 they have to flee from Hitler and they go to Amsterdam, says Judith. Having to build a new life every time and lose everything again. This feels rushed, stressed. In her current life, Judith has a huge time stress. She now understands that this has to do with her ancestors, who soon had to leave the country again. Build up and lose again. In her life she has a nice job and she loses it every time. In 1943, her grandmother’s sister becomes pregnant by a German soldier, as a 19-year-old girl her great-aunt has to go back to Berlin to collect papers, in the middle of the war as a Jewish girl: stress. Here she links her dream and papers.

Tension, stress, PTSD

Judith links the tension, overloaded nervous system, stress to this family story. If she goes even further back in time, her ancestors come from Algeria. From there to Portugal, they were bookbinders (paper again). These ancestors had to flee from Portugal and they go to Amsterdam.

Flights, flights, flights……

The other side of her family is from France, they were Huguenots, and had to flee as well.

Hunger Winter

Her father was conceived in the hunger winter. She knows from her father that he always feels rushed and fears that they will kill him. There is also a link here with her overloaded central nervous system. Click here for Starvation TPM on Life Stories A-Z.

Diabetes

Great grandmother on the mother’s side and grandmother on the father’s side both died from an open wound that did not heal. Both grandmothers had diabetes. On Life Stories A-Z diabetes is ‘separated from home’ with fear-disgust TPM together with territorial annoyance TPM. Her family tells this fear-disgust-territory-annoyance story. Click here for an explanation of diabetes Life stories A-Z .

Your current life tells the story of your Life Blueprint and your family tree

Judith understands the links in her current life and she has many entrances to puzzle. Yesterday we started with the biography, your personal life story. This is linked to your Life Blueprint, parents and ancestors. Your current life tells the story of what can be seen, felt, VVL-t. In a perfect mathematical algorithm, as if everything is orchestrated: yes, this is so! During our training days she gets many tools: how these programmings work, patterns, repetitions.

These insights, awareness and mathematical algorithmic patterns give Judith answers and peace of mind.

Next week she will go to the Amsterdam municipal archives where she hopes to find more answers.

Understanding and Awareness

Judith is doing the HeartConnection training to understand her body, her anxiety-panic attacks, the events in her life and her stressed-out feeling. She gets a lot of answers. Everything resonates with each other. She understands her dream.

Start HeartConnection Training 27 October 2022, click here for more information.