Asthma, TB and eczema

Aimee has had eczema for thirty years. It began after her marriage was not going well and she sought help from a psychologist. After the sessions were completed, she was cried out and separated from her husband, the eczema came. Aimee was 33 years old at the time. Due to her eczema symptoms, Aimee missed many birthdays of people dear to her over the past 30 years. She could not travel, became allergic to the sun, had to scratch a lot, had too many flakes and she felt ugly and dirty. Because of this, she did not want to be among people.

TB and asthma

As a little girl of 2.5 years old, Aimee had to recover from TB at sanatorium Zonneveld in Harderwijk. For a year and a half, she lay there by herself, tied to her bed: she was absolutely not allowed to touch any other children or anyone else. Her mother saw them weekly for an hour. She never saw her sister, who was also in the sanatorium.

Aimee says she has had trouble with her bronchi since birth. Since her second year, she has also had asthma. The biological cause of asthma (bronchi) is startle fear combined with fear of losing territory. Looking at the biological cause, TB is the recovery phase of a death anxiety conflict.

Eczema and separation conflict

Eczema starts with a separation conflict. Divorce conflict is enormously painful for human beings. To avoid feeling the pain of separation, the skin becomes thinner and numb in a certain area of the body,. Similarly, divorce conflict always brings forgetfulness: you become forgetful, so you don’t feel the separation pain. So your biology protects you from pain.

The healing of divorce conflict begins when you are reunited with the person and/or situation you were separated from. In the place where you experienced the separation conflict, extra cells come to restore the skin. First it becomes reddish and scaly, we call this eczema. When the skin is completely restored, the healing process stops and you have smooth beautiful skin again.

Pending healing

With Aimee, the fear of terror and the fear of losing territory kept repeating in her life. Hence, her asthma remained. But how is it that Aimee has had eczema for 30 years? This has to do with what we biologically call a pending healing. Each time Aimee is reminded of her separation conflict, she goes back to the CA (cell removal) phase. She feels alone, anxious, no one around her, no attachment. She is separated from loved ones. The CA phase and the healing phase (cell growth – eczema) alternate constantly.

Allergic to Sun-field

The sun allergy also has its own story. Aimee’s biggest divorce conflict was not her husband’s divorce, but arose when she was motherly alone in sanatorium Zonneveld. She has only unpleasant memories of that time. Her subconscious is setting off alarm bells for the sun in connection with her many unpleasant memories of the Zonneveld sanitarium. Thus arises a solar allergy linked to the name Sunfield. Her biology says: get away from that sun, which is fat misery.

Fears in Life Blueprint

During Aimee’s pregnancy, her mother felt anxiety. For a long time, mother experienced these fears. These fears came to Aimee. Her mother’s continuous anxiety is programming with Aimee until today. The cause of her asthma lies in her mother’s fears. This is not from Aimee.

More separation conflicts

There is more at play in the family history. Aimee’s father ran away from the army during WWII. He had fallen in love with her mother in Germany and together they fled to Holland. Both were arrested and imprisoned. A great shame that both parents would have liked to have been separated from. Shame continues in their lives because mother is German. This was very difficult in the Netherlands after WWII. As a child, Aimee was hugely bullied because of her German mother; she was called out for being an “ugly Kraut. This too has become programming in her subconscious that she lives the rest of her life. The eczema makes her feel dirty experiences herself as ugly. She is embarrassed.

Story understood

Aimee understood the story of eczema and asthma. She is immensely happy, relieved that the puzzle pieces are falling into place. Her eyes begin to shine and she feels “there is nothing wrong with me, I them totally okay. After this insight during the lecture in Zeeland, Aimee decides to attend the HeartConnection trainings in Wolphaartsdijk (Zeeland) for herself, her children and grandchildren. She experiences not seeing them enough and feels separated from her children as a result. Through the HeartConnection trainings, she comes to understand her own biology. She can now trace her remaining pain, emotions and beliefs to connect-merge- release them.

Letting go of ballast

Aimee: “I am going to release my ballast by attending the HeartConnection trainings so that my children and grandchildren can also free themselves from all these painful emotions, beliefs and patterns that belong to me, parents and ancestors.”

I am impressed by her inner strength, humor, love for herself, children and grandchildren. Aimee, have fun during the HeartConnection trainings. We wish you to love yourself and begin to see, feel and experience that you are a tremendously beautiful, powerful woman. There is no guilt, shame or judgment within HeartConnection. Your parents and ancestors also had to survive in the conditions of the time, with all their emotions and beliefs. Generation after generation we have survived. Ballast on ballast. Now is the time to be allowed to free ourselves from this.